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it’s about mob locking his own thoughts, opinions, and emotions away for so long that he no longer knows who he is. it’s about his emotions being something he no longer recognizes and views as something other than himself. it’s about him seeing his emotions as inherently bad and harmful. it’s about how he wiped away and sanitized himself in order to please others, in order to seemingly keep people safe. it’s about how him denying his own feelings resulted not in better relationships, but in him struggling to connect with others and alienating people unintentionally. it’s about him not even connecting to or recognizing himself anymore and struggling with his own sense of self and identity. it’s about healing. it’s about allowing yourself to feel. it’s about sometimes being angry, or sad, or joyous, even in ugly ways. it’s about understanding yourself. it’s about others understanding you. it’s about being you, the one and only.